Tedious hours spent awake
Thinking of him
Making love to him
Packing into boxes my years past
Uncertain of the future
Fucking exams
Panic stricken
Tears that stream
So confused
Need him now
Why the fuck won’t u txt me
You see my post
I’m struggling
Suicide
Pills in the drawer
Empty walls as symbols of me
Dehumanization
Poems that no one reads
They are not my “family”
Die die die